Today was a beautiful day, and tonight is no different. It’s lovely with stars in the sky and a chilly breeze. It should be all that a person needs, but tonight I find a familiar restlessness sweeping over me. Perhaps it is just the waking of spring soon to be summer fueling this need to wander. Perhaps it is just time. Whatever the case, I am trying to reason with this discontent and put it to rest.
No, I would never just wander away from those around me, though I think about it more than I’d like to admit. I think what I need is just a month someplace quiet, in the country, or by the water. A place with no demands, just to rest, think and maybe write about me. Over the past few months I’ve gone through many changes. I hope to write a bit about them, but I’m not sure how to approach it. These are changes I have trouble explaining to myself, much less others.
I’m sure I’m not the only one who has had these feelings, and I know in a day or two this will pass. For now, I’m off to try and sleep, where dreams wait to take me away.