The day I dreaded has arrived and we are moving out of our beloved place. I know that life goes on and that I will soon find another that I love equally, but right now my heart is breaking. Who knew the heart could break over a rented townhome. It is not just my heart that is being considered here and I think if this was just my issue it would not be half so difficult.
This is where I began my journey, where I came alive. Perhaps I have a fear that it will all go away once I move to a new place and sleep under a new roof. It is funny how silly fears like this can creep up on you. If moving was not enough, I got the wild idea to see if I could qualify to buy a place. There were several people who called me and the paper trail has begun. I am unsure of where it will all lead and maybe it will just succeed in giving me gray hair.
Tonight I feel kind of alone in this big world and I hope to find the strength to get through the next few days. Of course the strength will find me, as it always does. I may be off the blog for a bit while I settle myself and my family. May you all enjoy your summer days and nights until I return.